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I just realized yesterday afternoon as I was driving home from the Cafe that I am Living right in the Middle of My Dream.. it's an Incredible thought really!

Wow, all the yearning that i have gone thru for atleast 10 years has stopped... and if i wanted to make a joke right now i would say it has turned into some stress ☺, some strength ☤, some determination⚒, and a lot of heart ♥... it really is incredible to think about it!!!

I am working 18 hours a day right now... I try and leave the cafe early some days (3ish) and as soon as i get home I wheel in my 'rolly bag' (that's what i call it cause it carries all my heavy books & computers and i drag it around behind me so i dont have to carry it all myself ☺) and i pick up doing all the marketing.strategy.2  year planning.networking.catering.advertising. etc etc etc...

You get the idea ☺  

I sitting at home right now with my fluffy white thuppy (puppy) on my lap.. its my day off and im having a massage later today.. Yay!!

Today im going to potter around the house (this always center's me. yay.) and i will attempt to do 3 months worth of personal filing... rearranging.. and some organising whilst I also attempt to eat properly & keep my head in a space of having a break from thinking about the Cafe ♥     

I luv CNR... (sigh whilst smiling)

So, it's off to the Bathroom (overshare i know ☺ ) and then carry on to get all i need to - done...